My One Shining Star

"My One Shining Star"

by Derek Felix D Flex

I haven't written you in a while
It's been forever since I saw your smile
The fly magic one like Kool Aid
Sweet like sugar fresh as lemonade

I remember a time when you were all on my mind
So fly girl you are one of a kind
But we got lost and now I'm trying to recapture lost days
Here I am sitting by myself all in a daze

I never forgot who you are
That one shining star
Who could light up even the darkest day
Turning ice cold weather into sunshine in May

Flowers all around my living room
You come in full bloom it's always June
I just want to see you again
Instead of day dreaming in lost tonic and gin

Your images fresh in my head
Dancing around like I'm already dead
No wonder I get so dizzy at work
I must've been a selfish jerk

Not to pay you more attention
When I awakened at your every mention
You have that something special
That can't be explained

No wonder there are days where I wince in pain
It's from the endless shame
Of not giving you more
Now I feel as though I've been swept a shore

You don't realize what you mean to me
I'd give anything to create fantasy into reality
I send you texts but you never respond
And messages but it's like we lost our bond

Maybe you think I'm someone else
When all I really want is you in my life
You inspire me like a goddess
Looking all fancy in that red dress

A picture of love
Dancing around like a dove
Smooth like butter
Cause there ain't no other

I'll never give up my dream
Of one day making you my queen
The best thing on this lonesome island
You're the fancy one in this fine land

I'll see you soon
And take you to the moon
Above the flashy stars
Let's escape to Mars

Judgment Day

"Judgment Day"

by Derek Felix D Flex 

There's a drug epidemic out in these streets

Heroic addicts falling victim to death passed out in dark alleys with cold Nike cleats 

Crooked cops turning the other cheek 

Getting rich off dealers schemes 

While families are torn apart 

All due to greed a toxic needle killing hopes and dreams

Tears of sorrow and pain the cause of broken hearts

From Great Kills of Staten it's far worse than pills

A drugged out South Shore in need of support

But 5-0 ain't listening they're too busy scoping out weed as last retort 

A harmless drug that heals our souls while booze, liquor and luceys reign supreme

Along with your heroin pushers who get off free 

What's wrong with this picture shit ain't equal 

They lie straight to our face a crooked government making green off addictive drugs

And then the media wonders why this is such a cold lonely place 

It's judgment day 

Get on your knees and pray 

Cause shit's about to get real 

You might not live to see another say

Court's in session now how you feel

Look in the mirror what do you see 

It's Satan making it rain in a cold sea

While senseless tragedies bring more tears

Arrest yourselves for the pain and stress you caused

The only place you'll be staying is behind bars

Instead of cruising around in your fancy luxurious cars

Drug money that's your game 

I got news for you it's about to rain on your parade

Thunder and lightning around your place

Followed by eternal darkness the worst of the human race

40 days and 40 nights of rain 

Washing away your heroin down the drain

Taken away in cuffs like the thug you are

Hope you have fun in the penitentiary 

You're nothing but a cold heartless shark 

And now it's too late you're left out in the dark

Another wasted talent the only difference a Staten Island tale 

Of crooked deceit you didn't make bail 

You were Michael Myers and Jason on Halloween 

Stealing kids candy stabbing victims and destroying families 

Everybody's celebrating your defeat

A selfish low scoundrel who doesn't deserve any rest

Keep your eyes open for your final test  

It just might be your last day on earth 

Who would miss you a heartless jerk
Who never did an honest day of work 

If I were you I would pray 

But God ain't listening it's judgment day 

And you're about to be put out to pasture

Peace finally out in the streets 

Your heart racing faster and faster 

Until you take your last breath 

Then comes death 

I'll see you in Hell